KILL TEDDY

I swear if i see one more rose i will rip it apart. If i see one more box of chocolate i will eat it and then throw up. If i see one more freaking teddy bear i will rip it apart and burn it. Make a freaking campfire. I hate valentines day so much. To all those people that had no valentine ( Like me because i never got asked) .. I'm sorry to you guys. But hey maybe next year will be better. If not then just join me .. sitting here listening to AC/DC eating ice cream wanting to cry again. Crazy .. i cried twice today. This has never been like this. All those years where i was single on valentines day where way better. Got present from a lot of guys, from family and even random people. Now .. nothing much .. a lollipop from Boo and one guy . My boyfriend scared everyone else off. I kinda wish he didn't. I like the feeling of being loved. Who doesn't ? Anyone that says they don't like being love is lying. Attention is good , to much attention hurts my nerves .. but no attention is just sad. So pretty much all my friends are mad at my boyfriend.. I'm not , he's mad at himself. He should be. He has one day to show how much he loves me ( yeah he supposed to do that every day) but it's just one day where it has to be more then normally. Like shit man .. at least tell me sweet things. TELL ME I LOOK CUTE even if i don't !! Is it so hard to compliment me ?? Am i that ugly ? I got whistled at today , and got compliments from other people but he can't do it. Sad part is .. i didn't even get a thank you for the presents i gave him. I try my best to stay calm , not cry , not freak out but just i don't know anymore. I love him , i really do. Oh well , he can make it up. People if he fucks up my birthday .. someone is getting hurt. I don't know if i would want to stay with someone that messes up my birthday. So my birthday present better be freaking awesome . Mister Sir .. if you read this you better grow some balls and talk to me.
Im outtie people