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Hmm what to do about this. I don't know. I don't really have any feelings about anything right now. I'm hiding all my emotions right now. Seems to work out best right now. Don't want to worry about anything, don't want to be upset, don't want to be happy. Just nothing. Nothing seems to make me smile right now. My mind is like - pssh your fine but my hearts like - your hurt, cry already!! Nothing seems to be getting better right now. Just worse and worse. Lol - i used "right now" way to much.