Love letters

So I'm making my bestie write a love letter for her boyfriend. She's blushing so much . It's really cute because she hasn't done anything like that before. I have! A bunch of times but that was like back in 4th-6th grade. Really really cheesy. On a paper that had little mice on it. Was adorable. I was so creative back then, used metaphors and everything.  Almost like a poem. Now when i try to write something it's like my mind goes blank. Like i don't know how to express my feelings which i really don't. At least that's what i think. Even my boyfriend says i never seem happy. Maybe he just said that because he was upset. I don't know. Well i try my best but there isn't much that i can do to show him that i am happy except smile, tell him that i am happy and do little nice cute things. I've already written him a letter. Wasn't really a love letter but at least it was something. I really try my best to make him happy and i really hate myself when he gets mad or upset. I am kinda abusive at times. Not that i like beat him up or anything but i am just rough and playful. I guess i take it overboard sometimes. Well it's not like he stops me. Anyway , that's besides the point. I kinda do wish he would write me something. He said he had never written one, so it would be like really special to me. Seems like only girls do that though.

The ex girlfriend

I'm seriously just laughing my ass off because she is just so pathetic. Haha and no I'm not jealous not even a little bit. Why? Because i have everything she doesn't have. Nice body - Unlike her i have an ass and tits. She is just a stick ! Bahahahahaha still cracks me up! I have the most awesome bf ever. I don't get why she just shows up like she owns everyone and everything. Well she's going to learn one day. Karma's a bitch! Kinda hilarious. I'm just imagining a stick walking into a room acting like a queen. XD toooo funny. As much as she whore's around , she's probably caught something. OH look i found her!

Tang soo do

Should I bet happy that spring break is almost over or should i be sad. Most people are probably sad because they have to go to school/work. But once i go back to school i get to see my baby. And i finally get to start Tang soo do on Tuesday. So excited ! Get to do a sport. I've been to lazy for to long! I'm in shape because i run everyday, but that gets boring. Same thing everyday, same streets, same trees, same houses , same people ughhh. I've always wanted to do something like karate. Get a black belt and stuff. I'll also learn self-defense. Whoop whoop!
Can't wait

Dark souls

This game .. it's awesome but ugh i hate that i can't get past that one point. Pisses me off. Like why the hell do I keep dying on the same spot every single time. I swear I've tired everything!! I literally scream every time i lose. Must be over 30 times that I've died right on that one spot. I feel like just giving up but i keep going. I wish i had some other weapon, not a stupid ax and a bow without arrows. Ughhhhhh stupid grrrrr

*Screams* ME ANGRY

I woke up mad!! I have no clue why. Got up and just yelled for no reason! Everything is making me so mad today. If it's the family, school work, food, BASICALLY EVERYTHING~!! 

UGH~~!!! I'm sorry to those that i take it out on. Not your fault. But seriously i am freaking out!! 

Mausi and Sis

So i just talked to my best friend in Germany and I'm not surprised about what she told me. My sister is still in trouble, kinda noticed because she hasn't been talking to me. Anywho , their going to Turkey... AGAIN... they literally went there a couple months ago! I swear Meli is trying to rub it in my face that she is the one going and I'm not. Well suck it , idc. I have other places to go and other things to do. I'll go there one day. So me and my bestie switched pics. Love you girl your beautiful !!

I miss you Darlin. <3 

And of course i miss my sister. Wish she would be here with me. Could go shopping with her. She could meet my baby and all my friends. One day maybe one day ,i'll be able to do that.

But please stop with the Duck-face honey. That was so last year. Show me a smile. :D 

Love you though. 

Best hug ever

Today was one of the best days this year. It was amazing. Started great, weather was great. Got some stuff done in the house and then i got to see my baby. ^-^ I love him so much. Nobody can imagine how happy i am right now. He even apologized for all the fighting, it was so sweet I almost cried. Fell asleep on him too. Gosh , I'm so lucky. Just oh my gosh, can't believe he's mine. I never ever want to lose him! I love him more then anything or anyone. I feel like i say the same things over and over, i just don't know how to put it in words. Most amazing person ever. One more thing
 GO GIRLY POWER!!! 

Moaning Myrtle

I never said i was normal haha. Haha boredom makes me do weird things. Like a second ago, sooo bored that i went into the bathroom and started acting like moaning myrtle. Not that hard. Was hilarious though. Everyone was like ' What is she doing ?'
Just me being weird once again.