Good things gone bad

All I ever wanted was for every one to be happy!!
Now my parents think i lied about something but all i did was tell the truth ! I should have kept the truth to myself ....
Sometimes i just wish i could go back into the past and fix every mistake that i have ever made but then i wouldn't be here right now. My whole life would be different, maybe i would be happier but maybe not .
But we all have to make mistakes and we are supposed to learn from them so we know the right thing to do next time. I just wish those mistakes would have hurt me that much ( mentally ).
Then knowing that the break up with my ex effects my best friend is just terrible, i don't want him to feel like hes torn i want things to go back to normal where everyone got along with everyone and there was no drama but i guess that place only exists in my dreams now :( .

The old and the new

It just feels awesome that i don't have to worry about him anymore- so free of drama !!
It's a relief ,i feel way happier now !!
I just want to chase Butterflies on a flower field ( although i can't do that because I'm allergic to flowers and all kinds of plants so that would not be a good idea)
I felt like hugging the world yesterday but that wasn't all because of the break up - it was because of my new lover.
He's smart, cute and has a way with words :D. So letting go of the old spoiled milk was the right thing to do.
Good bye old - Hello new !!
I guess all i can say is - you always have to look on the bright side and that's what i did.

Bye Jerk

So... moving on things didn't go to well yesterday ... i tried talking to him but no all he had to say was "k cool :D see ya" im like what the hell ?! Like umm your not even gonna fight for me or at least try to talk to me about this.??? I asked him why he was sending smileys so basically why hes happy he said because hes free and wont cry over spilt milk.
After getting really mad and talking to friends i thought - you know what he's right
He's not worth getting mad or crying
So i wrote - your right and im not going to cry over spilt milk either especially when that milk is spoiled!!
Booom in your face !!
I can move on i've been through this so many times, and like my parents say there's plenty of fish in the sea ( even though i find that saying ridiculous ... like why do you compare guys with fish ?? ok some guys stink like fish and they may swim like they - but then other guys smell good and .. some people cant swim at all )

lol anyway here's what i gotta say to my ex

Time to move on

I forgot how hard it is to move on from one person. If its someone in my family that died or just someone that i broke up with. It's so hard not to think about them because everything reminds you of them - like songs, places or just simple words. Alot of people think that the person who broke up the relationship is the one to move faster , but that is not true. I always think about if it was the right thing to do, if that person is hurt, is he/she thinking about me or has he/she moved on already.
First im like - yeah im fine ... i'll move on and be wild and free
but then im like - i really loved this guy ... did i do the right thing?
stupid second thoughts
What do i do ?!?

Dirty little thieves

Omg I just hate my school right now ! So my friend was in the bathroom and left her bag infront of the sink , some idiot stole it ! Like omg don't you have your own stuff and how would you feel if someone took your stuff! I bet you wouldn't like it ! So why do it to someone else! Geez people think before you do stuff like that .. it's not right

All i can say is - People watch out it could happen any day - when you least expect it 

Rumors

I hate people that get involved in my life and my problems. Like seriously people you have your own problems and own life - go do something with it. >.<
Then they act like they know me and know everything that happened - like your not me, you weren't there walk in my shoes before you come to me and talk shit right to my face - because i will talk back , if you like it or not .. i will do it
Who the fudge bucket are they to tell me about my life, i don't even know you and so stop acting like you've known me for years! I am who I am, and you are who you are. I don't care what you believe or what not . If you have a problem , yes i want you to come to me and talk to me about it but to talk behind my back - that's just childish people.
If your having fun telling rumors - good for you
just don't do it about me

Hilarious animals

Stalkers

Ever have the feeling that your being watched and then you turn around and there's just this random person starring at you. So now i have this stalker that i don't know , apparently she's a friend of my boyfriend. It just makes me mad to know that he doesn't trust me >.<
So now im just looking at every single girl that i walk past just to see if she's looking at me or not.
*whispers* she could be annnnnyy whereeee !!