Good things gone bad

All I ever wanted was for every one to be happy!!
Now my parents think i lied about something but all i did was tell the truth ! I should have kept the truth to myself ....
Sometimes i just wish i could go back into the past and fix every mistake that i have ever made but then i wouldn't be here right now. My whole life would be different, maybe i would be happier but maybe not .
But we all have to make mistakes and we are supposed to learn from them so we know the right thing to do next time. I just wish those mistakes would have hurt me that much ( mentally ).
Then knowing that the break up with my ex effects my best friend is just terrible, i don't want him to feel like hes torn i want things to go back to normal where everyone got along with everyone and there was no drama but i guess that place only exists in my dreams now :( .

The old and the new

It just feels awesome that i don't have to worry about him anymore- so free of drama !!
It's a relief ,i feel way happier now !!
I just want to chase Butterflies on a flower field ( although i can't do that because I'm allergic to flowers and all kinds of plants so that would not be a good idea)
I felt like hugging the world yesterday but that wasn't all because of the break up - it was because of my new lover.
He's smart, cute and has a way with words :D. So letting go of the old spoiled milk was the right thing to do.
Good bye old - Hello new !!
I guess all i can say is - you always have to look on the bright side and that's what i did.

Bye Jerk

So... moving on things didn't go to well yesterday ... i tried talking to him but no all he had to say was "k cool :D see ya" im like what the hell ?! Like umm your not even gonna fight for me or at least try to talk to me about this.??? I asked him why he was sending smileys so basically why hes happy he said because hes free and wont cry over spilt milk.
After getting really mad and talking to friends i thought - you know what he's right
He's not worth getting mad or crying
So i wrote - your right and im not going to cry over spilt milk either especially when that milk is spoiled!!
Booom in your face !!
I can move on i've been through this so many times, and like my parents say there's plenty of fish in the sea ( even though i find that saying ridiculous ... like why do you compare guys with fish ?? ok some guys stink like fish and they may swim like they - but then other guys smell good and .. some people cant swim at all )

lol anyway here's what i gotta say to my ex

Time to move on

I forgot how hard it is to move on from one person. If its someone in my family that died or just someone that i broke up with. It's so hard not to think about them because everything reminds you of them - like songs, places or just simple words. Alot of people think that the person who broke up the relationship is the one to move faster , but that is not true. I always think about if it was the right thing to do, if that person is hurt, is he/she thinking about me or has he/she moved on already.
First im like - yeah im fine ... i'll move on and be wild and free
but then im like - i really loved this guy ... did i do the right thing?
stupid second thoughts
What do i do ?!?

Dirty little thieves

Omg I just hate my school right now ! So my friend was in the bathroom and left her bag infront of the sink , some idiot stole it ! Like omg don't you have your own stuff and how would you feel if someone took your stuff! I bet you wouldn't like it ! So why do it to someone else! Geez people think before you do stuff like that .. it's not right

All i can say is - People watch out it could happen any day - when you least expect it 

Rumors

I hate people that get involved in my life and my problems. Like seriously people you have your own problems and own life - go do something with it. >.<
Then they act like they know me and know everything that happened - like your not me, you weren't there walk in my shoes before you come to me and talk shit right to my face - because i will talk back , if you like it or not .. i will do it
Who the fudge bucket are they to tell me about my life, i don't even know you and so stop acting like you've known me for years! I am who I am, and you are who you are. I don't care what you believe or what not . If you have a problem , yes i want you to come to me and talk to me about it but to talk behind my back - that's just childish people.
If your having fun telling rumors - good for you
just don't do it about me

Hilarious animals

Stalkers

Ever have the feeling that your being watched and then you turn around and there's just this random person starring at you. So now i have this stalker that i don't know , apparently she's a friend of my boyfriend. It just makes me mad to know that he doesn't trust me >.<
So now im just looking at every single girl that i walk past just to see if she's looking at me or not.
*whispers* she could be annnnnyy whereeee !!

Boredom :/

Gender Differences

I am really bored so i decided to look up some facts :P.

-women  have more depth and complexity
-women have a classier sense of humor than men. Men showed a lot less activity in their brains than women
-In the Olympics of 2156, women will beat men in the 100-meter run. According to Nature, the time difference between men’s and women’s speed in the 100-meter run has been shrinking. If the time difference continues to shrink as it has been throughout the 1900s, by 2156, women will be faster than men, at least in the 100-meter run.
-90% of women wash their hands after using a public restroom; 75% of men do ,70% of men shower daily. 57% of women shower daily
-80% of school discipline is done to boys.High school dropout: 80% boys, 20% girls.
-14% of 25-34 year old men live with their parents. 8% of 25-34 year old women live with their parents
-A woman spends an average of 2 years of her life time looking at herself in the mirror; a man spends 6 months.
-A woman speaks about 7,000 words a day; a man speaks about 2,000.
-Women are much more empathetic than men
-Women should not blame men for “not listening.” It is not their fault.Since women’s voices have many more frequencies than men’s, the human brain must work harder to analyze sound frequencies and comprehend the meaning intended.
-Men that are fat are happier than thin men. Fat women are not. Researchers in Boston studied 45,000 men and discovered that fat men are 42% less likely to commit suicide than men with no extra weight

I love this fact

If men want a happier marriage, they should let the wife be the boss over household issues. A team of researchers at Iowa State University studied the relationship of 72 couples and found the following:

Women, having stronger opinions regarding their home and family, tend to control household matters (housework, family times, family schedules, etc.). And husbands were the happiest if they did not disagree with these decisions regarding household matters. Husbands who had opinions about these issues were more likely to be involved in spousal arguments

last but not least 

There are about 3 million teachers in the United States. 75% are women; 25% are men.

In elementary schools, 91% of teachers are women, and 9% are men.

Just a dream or the truth?

So i had a dream last night that me, my mom and my little brother went to go met my boyfriend at some weird store. The funny thing was we had to sail on a boat over an ocean then jump a boarder plus fly somewhere just to get there.
So getting to the store was already an adventure XD.
Now comes the bad part - when we finally did go to that store ( i think it was a shoe store) we only saw my boyfriends mom.
I talked to her and she said that he had saw a friend and ran of to go talk to him.      That's what made me think .... is he going to do that in real life too?
Anyway - so then after like 5 minutes he did show up ..... and i tried talking to him but he just kept walking away and didn't even look at me! I grabbed his arm but he got away and left me ... forever

I just hope this never happens in real life because it would just be terrible and depressing ... I wouldn't know what to do ... >.< just the thought of that makes me sad and feel lost .

I found this :You say that you and your partner are 'totally in love' and I don't doubt that but this dream seems to tell of some underlying insecurity or fear that you hold about his fidelity, or perhaps the loyalties of others around you.This may not be linked to him or your current relationship but  could be your mind working through some previous hurt.t Alternatively it may be that your unconscious is highlighting anxieties that you have about being let down by him and others.You may need to think about how much you trust your partner or other men in your life - like brothers, fathers or male work colleagues. The dream image of your partner may be a representation of another close male in your life.Either way this does seem to be a strong dream message that you need to listen to or it will probably keep returning.

To dream that you are ignoring someone or being ignored, represents some aspect of yourself which you are not paying enough attention to. alternatively, it may reflect your real waking experiences of being ignored by that person. to dream that you are ignoring someone or being ignored, represents some aspect of yourself which you are not paying enough attention to. alternatively, it may reflect your real waking experiences of being ignored by that person.

Tug war over friends

This just makes me mad ! How can you push me out of my own circle of friends ?! This is just not right , nuh uh i don't think so , nobody liked you and now your just going to steal my friends? pssshhh how would you feel if i just started being friends with your friends , oh right , you don't have any!! Oh my gosh people can be so cruel and selfish -.-'
My life was perfectly normal and fine till she stepped into my life and had to take away my best friend :/
No i am not jealous, i just don't like what she is doing :(
If she wants to play that game , aight
GAME ON !
I'll did what i did at the beginning of the year- make my own circle of friends.
She can be alone with him. That's probably what she wants anyway ... i don't get how you can kiss and like cuddle in the cafeteria ( i know ive done it to and now i totally understand why they were complaining !! )
Like - Come on people get a room ! I'm trying to eat here! lol xD

Who are you?

That awkward moment where a random person talks to you ... >.<
haha so there i was in class handing out papers when this girl starts talking to me. I have no problem with it , I mean i am a very social person and i love listening to people :D but after talking to her i was like " wait, who are you?" and she got mad because apparently I was talking to her on Facebook during the summer. ( i still have no clue who she is >.<) lol
So alot of people know me, but I don't know them. So to those people who I don't know - Hey, nice to meet you and I'm sorry that I don't know who you are. ;D If you want to get to know me better just come talk to me( in person).

:D Thanks

Thank you to all my friends and lovers that have been there for me <3 !
And to all the crazy people I hang out with, you all are awesome !! Go get yourself some cookies, you deserve it ;D
Thank you goldilocks who helped me make this blog- your awesome Boo :3 derp derp :F

Be happy :D

Wanna be rappers

Wanna-be rappers - ugh i can't i just can't. If you think you can sing, cool but please don't do it infront of me with your made up lyrics. Nobody wants to hear it and those people who say they do are just trying to make you feel better ( the way i see it ). haha but when it comes to me .. you better say that my lyrics are good xD

But no seriously to all you wanna-be singers and rappers
YOUR NOT LIL WAYNE OR EMINEM !!! Go sing at home under the shower :D

Gone 4ever

Ever just wondered what would happen if you wouldn't exist? How would your family be like without you or who the love of your life be with? Would people be happier or sadder? Nobody would have to go through the pain that you caused them to have or the happiness (if that even makes sense xF).Questions, that may be never answered.-.-
But i guess that's just life.

Friends -.-

All i can say is "really ?!?". Funny how people can call you a friend or a close person but then just talk behind your back. I dont know if they think I'm stupid but I'm not! ... Ok sometimes i act like it .. and sometimes I am but haha doesn't mean that people can use that against me. If you have a problem with me either tell me or get over it and move on with your life !! I don't have time for your non-sense :P I'm to busy trying to enjoy what i have and trying to reach my goals.

I am original. I am the real deal.

Nothing about me is a piece of a puzzle belonging to someone else. I do not replicate and I do not show-off. What I am is genuine and I cannot be compared to anyone.

I do not strive to be someone else, nor do I buy into materialism that justifies my inclination to a persona.

What I do allows me to stand out and always be remembered. I cannot but allow myself to be anything but me.

My greatest sin lies in the temptations of jealousy and the frailty of my mind. My greatest flaw is my flair for emotion and drama. My biggest downfall is nothing but my expectations of others.

My real criticism comes only from true friends, the liars and the frugal in emotion are my enemies... They want me more than they need me as a friend.

My being screams at insults, but my meaning comes from deep in my heart.

They earn attention; I garner admiration.
Little are my fans, but they are my family stitched with iron in a stone-clad bond.
Close are my family; my enemies, my friends.
I am but an intelligent being with a fullness of everything I have. 

My actions burn the jealous. My choices hurt the haters. My excellence in my passions set me in the sights of my enemies.
I am anything and everything but a relative polymerisation of random organic compounds. I am not plastic.

I am an artist! One with true feel, and they know it.

Look I found the Title Bar

This is bunch of random nonsense, ahahahahah, losers. Im outie..